Should I be ashamed of who i am?

Hi, I'm a sophmore in high school and im 6ft tall. However i also wear a size 10 in pants but i have been a starter on varsity volleyball,and im a record breaker in track and i work out all the time. Guys always go after the popular girls who are a size 00-5 and probably max height of 5'7". I'm tired of guys always picking them because there the ideal girl and height. sometimes i have those moments where i hate who i am and how i was built. I'm more on the athletic side and i have more muscles than most of the girls in my school and i really dont have fat on me. but sometimes its depressing to see all these petite girls with boy friends. I want a guy to like me for me and not be ashamed that I'm built the way i am or am as athletic and tall as i am. I dont know whether i should be proud of my height or be upset about it. truthfully i dont know if i should be ashamed of myself. should i be?